W H Y thePain?

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You would rather fight
Than walk away
What a lonely way to breathe the air
What an unlovely way to say you care

Maybe there's beauty in goodbye
There's just no reason left to try
You push me away
Another black day
Lost count of the reasons to cry
Now look what you missed
Living like this

NobodyWins

Friday, December 01, 2006

Dear Diary...

OMG IT'S SO CLOSE TO 2006!
I daresay I'm the most excited person in this house! OMG! I think 2006 would hold a seriously year of opportunities to succeed (:

WHEE! I'm so fucking excited! AHHH!

LYNNIE'S GON' COUNT DOWN WITH ME FROM HER T.V (:

I mean, it is my first New Year in Australia, so I've no idea what special activities are gon' happen juz that heaps of people are gon' get drunk and there's a double demerit penalty now. (:

So yeahhh.

Hehe. I'm gonna wait like 9 minutes and actually count down while blogging! WHOOTS! How super hot! Yeah.. So let's wait!

OMG.

Sorry, was too caught up in the moment to count down properly (:

IT'S 2006 WHOOTS! WHOOTS! WHOOTS! NEW YEAR! WHOOTS! WHOOTS!

LET'S ALL GET DRUNK! WHOOTS! hehe

I LOVE YOU ALL AND HAPPY 2006!

BABYDOLL;*

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Wednesday, January 04, 2006

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Monday, December 26, 2005

Dear Diary...
Well, it was Christmas yesterday, and I got a present from my aunt (which is the only relative I have here, kinda sad 'cause I used to get heaps more presents ): ). It was like this cosmetic set thing (: It was cool.

Well, we had this barbie with all these food.. Heh. It was alright, and I had a little vodka mixed with orange juice and soda. My cousin said I was drunk, but I couldn't be, because I was totally aware of what was happening.. I was just laughing like some crazy hyena. Hahaha.

Hrmm. I had alot of post on my blog (: WHICH IS MAKING ME SUPERLY HAPPY (:

To Rachel Honey
Aww, I havn't got the card yet, but I expect I will soon (: I'll keep it super safe, and will try to produce it for you when we see each other again (: Hehe

To Vera Dearest
Merry Christmas and a Happy 2006 to you too! I'm sure you won't forget to see me again(: You better don't though. I don't want to end up as the only person waiting there like some idiot ;)

To Erica Sweets
Sorry, sweetie. I'll give you a ring some time alrights? You gotta understand Carmen is terribly broke and calling you guys just makes the hole in my pocket larger.. Poor Carmen. Haha. Maybe we should.. Maybe we shouldn't.

To My Li'l Comfort, Lynn
Merry Christmas, Hon! Awww, if everyone had to have someone appointed as their Li'l Comfort, I'll be sure to look for you (: ILOVE you too darling, and I'll give you your present one day. Just wait for it, darling, and it'll come alrights? It's gon' be a ddarn expensive present.. Wan' help me lift the load? I mean, gee, the air fares are so ruddy expensive.. And lodging.. Haha. I'll stop there. (:

Merry Belated Christmas for 2005 to All You Angels!

I'm just feeling so full of love (:

.. Just thinking of love, TRUE FRIENDS are friends who tell you the truth, even if it sounds horrid, but they'd always make it sound good. They would encourage you to do the right things, or things like trying a new hairstyle, without critisizing you. True friends won't make you feel bad for who you are, or what you look like.
THEY LOVE YOU FOR YOU

That was for a special someone who I'm currently not very jolly towards.

BabyDoll;*

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Friday, December 23, 2005

Dear Diary...

Well, I just wan' say something to all the 6SE`o5 girls.

I DON'T THINK WE SHOULD MEET AGAIN WHEN WE'RE 21 YEARS OLD

Why? Well, simply because I have major doubts about us even being able to keep in touch. It's only been a few months since I've been away, but I don't know.. It's like I don't feel like we're that 'united' anymore. Maybe it's just me, but like no one seems to want to talk to me. I ring someone up, and they're like oh, it's you. Uh, I gotta go? Bye!

Great.
Amazing.
Fantastic.

You know, how when we're in primary six, everyone's like we're gon' stay together forever, I won't ever forget you, but that's really wishful thinking.. Isn't it? I mean like, we're all going our seperate ways now. Some of us in different secondary schools. That' s the first step. Maybe next year, 75% of the class would turn up for the annual class gathering. The year after, maybe 50%. Then after, it's just gon' get less and less, you aren't gonna bother.

And then after secondary school.
Some of us would be going to JC, and then the others to Poly. There's reallly when we start getting new friends, and P6 would be a long time ago.

Conclusion
We aren't gon' stay together forever. We might even forget.

BabyDoll;*

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Thursday, December 22, 2005

Dear Diary...
Well, Maddy, Jordan and Ben didn't turn up to the movies after all. What a bummer!

Heh. And I was kinda disappointed by the Harry Potter movie. It was kinda crap. I expected it to be much better. My hopes were kinda crashed though ):

Well, nothing much has been happening, so this is gon' be a SUPERSHORT post (:

Yeah. That's it (:

BABYDOLL;*

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Tuesday, December 13, 2005

Dear Diary...
Well, for the movies, everything is going not THAT smoothly, but smooth enough ("

Jordan& Ben can't make it, and yesterday, Maddy thought she couldn't make it. But all's well now. Maddy's coming ("

Well, I've decided what I'm going to wear already (" The description below:

A blue, pink and green tube (mostly blue) with dark blue jeans (with li'l sparkly butterflies on the left leg), and I'm going to borrow my sister's U2 white jacket. To "top it off", I'm gon' wear 31/2 inch platforms ("

Yay!

Ooh. I love the song Far away by Nickelback to BITS! It's the sweetest song ever sung (" Yay! Haha.

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance

Lalala!

I painted my nails today (" My toe nails are baby pink with pink glitter ("
My finger nails are (left hand) silver with pink glitter, and (right) pinkish silver with pink glitter (" My prettiful nails

I finished reading The Da Vinci Code yesterday. Was an awfulling good book, I must say. I've started on Angels and Demons today. It's quite good, although rather similar to the sequal. Well, I need to exercise.. BUT HOW? Grrr. I'm gon' become fat )" I need a personal trainer.. Anyone?

Well, everyone in Singapore, if you see me anytime after the summer holidays, trust me, be prepared for ONE HELL FAT CARMEN. Haha. I didn't really mean that. ("

Hopefully, I'd be able to control myself from all those snacks ("

Hopefully

Well, daddykins is back in Australia, and he can't seem to clean up after himself! Bloody pissing. ARGH! He eats his lunch and just simply leaves it there for one of his slaves to clean up after him. (I used slaves because I'm not paid for this). FOR THE SAKE OF JESUS, I'M NOT A MAID! And I don't plan on becoming one, so I don't need training.

Gah!

Oh well, I don't think he's gonna stay long, I mean, he never does.

I'm going shopping on Saturday, while my mum is at her auction. I'm gon' bring like 50$ or something, and buy some stuff for myself, and a burfday prezzie for my wikid cousin, Adrian, whose burfday is 6 days before mine. (" And I'll get him a card if I still have money to spare. I love shopping. (" I'm deprived of it though )"

How saddening

As most of my trusted friends know, I've changed my password ("

HOW INGENIUS ("

Sang Real
(Royal Blood)

Carmen;*
loves her li'l baby angels ("
and Jack

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Saturday, December 10, 2005

Dear Diary...
((("

I'm trying to eat healthy (:

I'm gon' like drink a cup of water every hour. My mum says I'm dehydrated, which is one of the reasons. I hate to admit that she is right, although I know she is. I'm trying to make my lips un cracked (: and I want my hair to grow faster!

Gah. The effects of constantly drinking water:
Having to go to the toilet every few minutes /:

I swear. I have never drunk so much water without exercising before. I don't think so anyways.

I was looking through some pictures (in the computer) from like when I was 10? Yeah. Before I started going through puberty anways. Gawd, I looked gross! I had short hair, and short fringe, and I had a centre parting. I looked so hideous. So like using Paint and Photoshop, I kinda connected a picture from when I was 10, and a picure of like today, and jeez, I'm so glad I look so much better now. If I can, I'll put the picture here.

Well, I want to go get my hair cut.. And change my hairstyle totally.
I'm going to get my hair straight instead of layered, like how I've had it for the whole of my 12 years on Earth. I want straight hair, the simple reason being I can't style layered hair, which sucks.
And I wanna get a short fringe. Like a light short fringe. So it won't be like super thick. It'd be kinda thin.. I think I'll get it cut juz at, or juz above my eyebrows. Oh, and I'd get like a side parting. Not centre.

I couldn't really find like a picture of the hairstyle I'd like.

I think I have a heart/oval face. Yepps (:

That's good I guess. Jennifer Love Hewit has a heart face.
She is an effing pretty bitch.

Haha. I didn't really mean the bitch part. Don't get me wrong! (:

I tried to just eat an apple this morning. Didn't work very well, 'cause by 11 o'clock, I had to eat a cookie. I was like starving.. (" Haha.

My MSN is fucking up on me.
Stupid shit thing. How annoying.

Not cool to stuff up on me! NOT COOL!

I want someone to ring my house.

Why can't VALENTINA get a calling card?

My internet is so darn slow. ARGH! Annoying shit.

STUFF THE PICTURE!

Oh well.

I Love you guys!
and Jack too ("

Carmen;*

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